the UPS and DOWNS of LIFE

DEAR SISTER. DON'T GO please?

2008-10-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

sister.............. ='(

this post is dedicated to VIENNE ROSE SEE.

suddenly.. we're gonna lose a great, amazing and beloved friend =(

NO SHE's NOT GONNA DIE. RELAX.

although i only know you for months? MeiMei.. you are one great friend.. and one of the very few that i would ever shed a tear for.. sister? why why at this point of time do you have to go? we need you here to cheer us up.. dry our tears and bring joy to our hearts.. sister.. we really damn can't imagine life without you. =(

three weeks. you missed out so much. and now you're going? i really can't imagine.. seriously..

sister.. i know life isn't easy for you here? but if you could.. please stay.. please?

remember the times?

remember the first time we met at 400+? hahaha! your sentence "is this armani? don't lie lah!" i won't forget all the times.. when we went national day together? remember i was crazy over eLsa? you and Huifen were always the ones to encourage me to never give up =D

National day =) Vienne,anais,eLsa(baby) and me

GangStar* family and the boys went to my court. really touched by what you all have done. you never gave me up as a friend even though i was a "criminal". thank you so much sister.. we went to pasir ris park remember? hahaha. power ah!! =D

SAF playing PSP

MY vienne mei mei =')

when i was hungry we shared what we have, you didn't have cigarettes i spared you some.. and wehn i was in tears you borrowed me your shoulder. all this. i'll always remember =')

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. THANK YOU =')

i hope you'd stay meimei. seriously. but if you really have to go.. we won't hold you back.. as long as you always remember us as your OHANA. cos you will always be in our hearts. don't forget us. cos we will always remember you. WANSUI!!!ohana!

Trying so hard to be a minah rep HAHAHA.

sister........... don't forget us. ='(

lost?

2008-10-11T09:57:00.000-07:00

baby.

if you're lost i'm here. i know you saw something wrong today? you said some words that i was really shocked? don't worry honey.. i'm alright with whatever you do.. i love you the way you are and nothing will ever change that..

beacause..

I LOVE YOU..

don't you think for a moment that i care about the outside of you..

because i fell in love with you for who you are deep down inside.

alright?

i'm sorry if i did something wrong. forgive me. =')

soon to be a slave. DAMN IT!

2008-09-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

knn.

aiya SIAN ah!

few days left to NS(national service)

damn sian lor!! knn.. 2 years siol!

aiya.. all men have to go thru this shit. aiyah! the most worried is about my honey.. i'm so gonna suffer the two weeks. argh!!! stress sial!!

do you know how much you mean to me? =)

finally JING YI has a photo with us =D

me&you.eLeL

STARS =D

its our 1st month! =D

2008-09-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

HELLOS ppl!!

i'm in an extremely hyper mood..

firstly.. 26/09/08!!! our 1st month!! time flies doesn't it? amazing.

this post gonna be a little mushy. =D

hey honey!

this post is dedicated to you and only you my dear eLsa.

My dearest.. its been a month with you and it just gets more and more interesting with you each day? thanks for all the love that you've showered on me.. i was like a wilting flower and you revived my life with your love =)

remember those times? haha.. running away from our ex-es? damn cute! haha.. thinking of those days just makes me laugh.. bus 22? "as long as you love me" =) alot more..

but the main point is..

baby.. you changed my life.. from a world of darkness.. your sunshine lighted and chased my dark clouds away! haha! remember on the phone yesterday? hahaha! i so confident and say tmr 1 year lor! hahaha. =X paiseh sia! =P hmmm.. i really found the right person.. and thats you.. the most amazing thing is.. i already know you like the back of my hand! =D cos we are so alike! and really a match made in heaven =D

i'm lost for words now because the love we have is really.. impossible to expain with words =D

thank you honey for EVERYTHING.

i LOVE YOU.

in sickness or in health.

rich or poor.

up or down.

i'll stand by you.

always.

=)

signature =D

our love.

our future.

our life.

eLeL.

we're just ment to be.

Oh ok =D

2008-09-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

eLeL is LOVE

HELLOOOO!! =D

some photos to update =D

went for movie with.. eLsa(honey), Huifen, JiaWei, Braudon, meetDave, Mom and dad =D so family =)

honey,me and huifen!! same BOXERS from La Senza =)

and this caught my eye there.. wtf? hahahaha

money face. zzz ah-money or armani?

matrep!! and beautful lady =)

nothing much recently.. if have i'll update HEH HEH HEH..

look out for my next post. i WILL make it INTERESTING.

watch out. =D

hmmm...

baby! if the sun shines we'll shine together, if its raining you can come into me(sounds wrong) but yeah.. i'll always be here for you.. i know you're stressed up with many things recently.. life's not easy and will never be easy.. but just know.. i'm here and nothing will change that. i love you no matter what happens and my arms are always ready to hug you. cheer up sweetie.. cos i wanna see your beautiful smile.. we'll work towards our goal together!! i know we'll be this way always.. =D thanks for always being there. you showed me today how faithful you are and i'm not angry you did that. we're adults and i know we belong together! =D don't worry.. you can always stay under my umbrella.. eL-a,eL-a,eh,eh, under my umbrella.. =D hehehe!

eLeL is LOVE. (thanks jingyi!)

BODO siaL!

2008-09-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA.. this post confirm ENTERTAINING..

k power..

saturday.. went out with G* family =D

go watch MIRRORS.. not exactly scary but alot "SHOCK" scenes. i shall not be a spoiler and tell the story.. HEH.. but yeah. this is nothing compared to the..

ATTACK OF THE TUDUNG!!

i buay tahan sia!!!

k after the movie.. we walked to skatepark to see what darling used to do in the past.. walau eh! damn BORING sia. knn. where got fun see ppl do stunt here and there. anyway.. see beh suay! saw SOMEBODY there.. honey went to take back her board but that LOSER try to snatch back. what the hell.. LOST FORM sia.

then his friends talk in malay say "slowly do lah" then i see beh tulan i say back "don't step people not malay lah hor knn" step power sia those skaters. knn.. kana we gangster then bo balls. wanna play games with me is it? come lor.. i ARMANI. not small kids like you.

then the JAMBAN go make some stupid call to whoever(HIS MOM) in fact.. walau. throw face on the floor give everyone step. which loser will call their parents to settle such small things? come on lah.. 19 years old alr still call MUMMY for help is it?

really HOPELESS.. he dare to hit girls.. but in turn when going to kana wack call MOM for help? in my opinion..

SIA SUAY!!! (DISGRACE)

then his friend ask us to go to a corner to talk. OH GREAT. fine lah. thier place we play their rules lor. then go to bus top area talk lor. talk liao still so XIALAN(rude) step one power with me.

good lor.. never mind.. honey then threw the board at his face(he did this to her before) in return for what he did to her.. deserve it isn't it? throw a skaetboard at a woman. what kinda guy is that? XIASUAY..

here comes the power part. she slap him 15 times? OUCH. his face started bleeding.. AWW.. so sad isn't it BOY? can hit and strangle a woman till she faints but kana slap then bleed? aww. heartpain isn't it BOY? She left you and SLAP you? aww. pain isn't it my BOY? You must have did your prayers? Because lucky I didn't teach you a lesson of my own? MOM saved the day? i don't THINK SO.

after the slaps are done.. WOW.. instead of his FRIENDS helping.. HIS MOM came along.. WOW.. instead of being a civilised adult or should i say.. LADY? well she came and straight tried to hit my dear honey? and missed. another SIA SUAY moment. walan eh.. don't know how to fight don't fight lah? you only gonna disgrace yourself. wearing a TUDUNG(malay scarf) and fight? come on.. where's your sense of self respect? then missing the slap she grabed honey's hair and tried to pin her to the ground.. i dived to block the assult.. guess what happened.. she grab my arm and she recieved my complimentry reverse elbow.. ouch.. then i saw a flying auntie. haha. rare to see!

then she started screaming and screaming and screaming.. police came to the scene.. LOST FORM sia.. the police question here and there.. the MOM also damn power! can ask the police to arrest honey for slapping the son? hey TUDUNG. you attacked her too god damn it. USE your brains. not your LOUD voice scraming at me. don't make me tear your TUDUNG. knn. soon after LOSER's DAD also came. WOW. SCARY sia. step one power. wanna come find fault with me?? sure anot.. i scared my leg hit your face it won't bleed like your weak son. guess it'll crack. so pls. know who you're gonna fight with ok. i'm AR-MA-NI.

soon after.. we went off.. the police asked us to disperse.. bopian(no choice)

moral of the story.. DON'T STEP POWER. you all so LOST FORM already.. still wanna STEP power? MAKING YOURSELF A JOKE.

i'm armani.

you're nothing.

WHAT IS LOVE?

2008-09-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

*eLeL*

wanna know what is love?

let me give you MY defination..

this post is gonna be wordy but its gonna be worth reading..

love. a simple word that we all use all the time.. but things we do not know are that.. in love.. there are ups and downs.. we have to accept out partner for who they are, where their from and whatever they've done in the past.. its really easy to have a simple crush on somebody.. but its not easy to fall in LOVE.

why do i say that? because.. when the sun shines we shine together.. OPPS* wrong lyrics.

simple.. LOVE does not come alone.. it comes with COMPROMISE, UNDERSTANDING, FAITHFULLNESS and most of all.. RESPECT. we often hear couples say lovely dovy words like i love you and all that.. but have you ever heard of "i respect you?" basically mutual respect is very important to keep the fragile love strings together.. we as men do NOT hit ladies for no obvious reasons EXCEPT if they are UNFAITHFUL. This is a very sensitive topic. can men hit ladies? in my OPINION. ONLY if they are unfaithful. i will give support. other then that.. no way should you hit a lady.

love is very senstive. passionate and not about money and all that. To love a person is to gove the person the right to hurt you but also entrusts the person to give you a world of happiness that words can never describe. We as mature adults must understand that love is a very unique feeling when you find the right one. Me for example found eLsa(my dearest HONEY!) and put my entire heart into this relationship. you guys may say "putting your all at the start is suicide" in my opinion.. i don't think so. because i feel the passion and love from her that nobody has and ever will give me. its simple. i love you and you love me too. THATS LOVE.

one more this you all will wamt to know.. FIGHTS and QUARRELS and ARGUEMENTS.

hot topic isn't it.

let me ask a question. how old are you? BE reasonable ADULTS if you want to be in a RELATIONSHIP. everyone has FLAWS. but as stated above. COMPROMISE. and talk things out. there's not point to raise your voices or start shouting.. its a snowball. as things grow deeper.. is like sex isn't it?

see the similarities.

hug,kiss,french kiss, licking, boob touching, stripping, and the sex.

cold war,raise voices,shouting,pushing, slapping, puching and the fight.

bascially in a relationship..

be true to each other, TALK things out.. love with all your heart and be faithful.. love is like a BBQ. funny eh? haha.. start of love is always bright and burns so brightly.. then the fire dies off and leaves the charcoal. but if one person only fans the fire.. tiring isn't it? if both does nothing won't the fire just die? if both makes an effort.. not only will it will not be tiring.. the fire burns brighter then ever and will last as long as you want it. =D

need more? call me lah. haha!

*to my darling.. honey.. i love you and i will do my part to be the best fionce and the man of your life. i love you baby and i mean it from deep down in my heart.

MUACKS.. you're the fire in my life =)

where's the ray of light when you need it?

2008-09-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

hello all.. its been awhile since i blogged.

just didn't have any mood.

is life just about this? $$$$$$$$

maybe it's really all about the money.

maybe not?

whatever it is.. i'm really in sucidial mode.

if not for my honey.. i'd be long gone from this world..

come on.. seriously. who needs me?

as a what? a boss to complain to? to solve SHIT that they do?

hey come on? i solve your shit.. you give me even more problems. i DON'T owe any of you motherfuckers out there lah ok..

you guys say "brother" to me. hey when i'm in shit what do YOU guys do? NOTHING.

*Casper(big & small), Timoty(nipples),Leonard(pau),Braudon(totodile),BengHO(busokBeng),Yu tat(kupo-kui)

thanks for being MY brothers who were there to share the troubles, the sleepless nights, the cold pizzas, the REAL pizzas and risking your lives for US. i RESPECT people like you guys. cos you guys made the effort, made the extra step to earn MY respect and HONOUR. From deep down in my heart. THANK YOU. i love u guys.

wansui.

*eLeLove

-you're the strength that is keeping me alive. Thank you my dear.

PHEW!

2008-09-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

I LOVeLeL

hmmm..

some photos that i SHOULD have put up earlier..

the man and his *FUTURE* =)

hey hey! i'm still standing. HAHA! thanks to my DAD, Honey, Huifen, Vienne and (big)casper. a special thanks to you guys. =D

*honey? thanks for everything? your hugs, your kisses and even your tears.. i will be here always because i know you want me here by your side.. i will never let you have another lonely moment or leave you in tears.. i know we need each other like the air that we breathe. i'll be your everything because you already are my everything. i love you.

*eLeL*

in the shadow of DARKNESS

nice fountian =D

i cannot do LAH!!!

WE ARE FAMILY! =D

Trying so hard to fly. hahaha

OH I'M WET!

at the airport =D

YOU'll always be the one i love*

Will this be the last post? i hope not.

2008-09-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

*Something i wanna say.. if bad things really happen.*

but first!

*eLeL* is LOVE

First: eLsa

honey? hey.. i know our times are not exacty long if we count the days.. but deep down in my heart.. its like i've known you for YEARS. we have the same likes, hates and even dreams.. i just wanna say.. thank you my dear eLsa. i LOVE you so much! you were there when i didn't have hope.. did not have a person to turn to and you appeared in my life! we have so much to discover, so much to learn and so much to love about each other.. i hope its not time up for me.. cos i wanna spend all the time i have with you.. =) you once again taught me the meaning of how it feels to be loved.. taught me how to trust again.. and how beautful love is. You're my angel and nothing will change that. you showed me what is true love. muacks <3

*eLeL*

Second: HuiFen

hey SISTER! thanks for all the times you've helped me and everything? i know we had rough patches in the past. thank you for saving my life! haha.. remember the elisa times.. haha.. looking back at the times.. we only said hi? bye? yeah.. should have know you deeper inside.. you're a great person! and i'm sure a great guy will care for you.. don't everytime EMO sad sad always.. cos now you got.. ELMO! hahaha!!! once again.. thanks for everything.. if not for you.. there wouldn't be *eLeL* so yeah! you're the BEST! =D

Vienne and Huifen(*sorry ah! i only got this photo)

Third: Vienne

MEI MEI! You'er always there when i'm feeling down and always ready to cheer me up! thanks so much! remember the first time we met? hahaha! you asked HuiFen.. is this Armani? sure anot? looks like some good boy? hahaha! still laughing when we talk about this.. haha.. yeah.. you're damn funny yesterday acting like some minah reP. haha.. joke of the day.. the boys renamed you *SAF* haha.. but yeah.. don't care what appearence we have.. you're always one of the best persons i've ever met. Thanks for walking into my life and make me laugh all the time! You always bring joy to everywhere you go.. so i'll say the same as what i said to Huifen.. a great guy will care and love you. don't worry. i know whoever is with you will love you for who you are. =D

fourth: Carol

HEHE! Nu'er! know why i use orange? cos of ur ORANGE shorts hahahahaha! you ah my dear daughter.. always there when times of trouble.. remember last time when we never slack with each other? walk past say HI nia.. haha. but now.. never meet for 1 or 2 day feel very weird.. remember my ex girlfriend hated you alot? haha.. we wanna msg also stressed up sial! but now those days are over.. thanks for buying food for me when i stuck at home all that stuffs? you really went the distance to make a difference.. so when it was my turn to elp.. i do thinks swee swee for you hahas! thanks for everything.. you really are my precious daughter! and nothing will change that! i hope you get the one you love.. and i tried my best to pull you guys together! =D i hope he wakes up one day! haha! 1sway! =D

*carol and me*

Fifth: (big) Casper

so many girls.. now time for guys liao lah! haha! Hey bro.. i hope you see this.. =) we know each other at 201 remember? haha.. we never talk much with each other untill that time at the playground? i remeber all the words you say to me.. don't worry we all always be brothers no matter what side you are from.. still same shirt ma? haha! you must take care of my precious meimei(vienne) ok? don't let me down =D haha.. remember that day we wack the hell out of each other? haha.. don't feel guilty.. cos i never blame you.. no matter what we are brothers and nothing will change that! ok! 1sway! =D

The BOYS

Bros.. i love each and every single one of you guys.. when we eat we eat together. we shit we shit together! you all are the best! i shall not say much here.. but you know what you guys have done for me before. thank you. i hope till the day i die we all will still be brothers. 1sway!

GanGsTar family outing =D

2008-09-01T08:17:00.000-07:00

well well well..

*eLeL*

Finally i have THREE daughters.. JinG yi, CaroL and... Yuan Ling Ling Ling!!!

ok.. Today...

went to pizza hut for dinner!!! hehehe! nice.. there was.. Big casper(ghost), Vienne(SAF), Huifen(Grey Powder), Jiawei(JW), Carol(daughter), Yuan Ling Ling Ling(daughter), my baby eLsa(mother) and of cos me(father) =D

one happy family.. GangSTAR family.. =D

here are some pics =D

Family Photo(one daughter missing ) Carol, HONEY, ME and YuaN ling =)

Honey and ME =)

And HERE is the two VIOLENT daughters hahahaha!!!

Hmmm.. all were Fasting today.. cool right =) they are damn sweet ppl.. know how to respect people's culture and we respect thiers =D so yeah.. now here are photos of DINNER! =D

READY FOR DINNER!!!

GO GO GO!!! PIZZAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YeAH!! Family Portrait!!! =)

thats all folks!! 1sway! =D

the story of a GangStar that fell in love with a RockStar!

2008-08-30T09:06:00.000-07:00

*eLeL* =)

LOVE is BEAUTIFUL.. a fact. =)

As the story of eLeL unfolds.. it makes me.. more and more attached to her like a drug.. without my darling for a single day.. it feels weird for me and her.. just a single day apart will make me feel lost.. lonely and all that.. hahas.. DAMN cute! i found simple love again.. like in the younger years.. we just fall hopelessly in love.. and the heart keeps telling you that.. hey.. where's that beautiful angel? hahas.. NICE!

AWW! sweet isn't it?

Happy familia! two daugthers missing. =P

Her voice, her music is all.. music to my ears..

Today.. on the way to pasir ris park.. =D meeting was.. ok.. at least many of the boys showed up. haha.. =)

i'm.. sOOOOOOOOOOO in love. =D

to the bros... loyalty,honour,respect.

1sway! =D

a NEW begining..

2008-08-27T21:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!

oh welcome all you ppl!! hehe!!

i've an annoucement........ FINALLY sylvia is out of my life! ended on 18/08/2008 its over and its time to put it in the past.

and yes.. A NEW beginning.. another major event is.. i'm in love.. so in love.. =D

i'm happilly attached to my dear eLsa! on 26/08/2008 =)

She really changed my life.. from the days in ITE. i was already mismerised by her.. hehe.. untill that faithful day.. met her once more at festival park.. wow.. things totally changed from there onwards..

before i continue.. here's a photo of us! =D

OH ya.. i broke a promise to "someone" but yeah.. its was NICE and all.. and i never regretted doing it =) beacause.. i know.. eLsa is the love of my life.. and nothing's gonna change that!! =D

pHotos =D

baby- as long as you love me... nothing will tear us apart.. =)

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Yesterday...

went to Toa Payoh!!

me.. my baby.. anais(sis in-law).. carol(nuer).. yuan ling ling ling.. and dustbin man!!!

the pizza there is seriously NICE.

esplanade..

went there to catch fireworks!!!

me and HONEY!

nuer and sis in-law =D

alright...

still got so much more.. will update next time.. one last photo..

1sway!!

cos she's my RocKstar!! i'm her GangStar! =D

PRISON LIFE.

2008-06-12T20:06:00.000-07:00

right...

Queenstown Remand Prison....

suffering sial!!!! was in there for ONLY 3 days.. but felt like WEEKS man!! fucked up lah.. kana arrested at geylang.. nabei.. see beh suay.. knn.. damn sian.. anyway.. four charges upon me.. very stressed.. anyway.. trying to gett off the hook with a fine.. seriously.. where ARE your bros when u need them.. happy times together.. problem times run away.. nabei.. they like umbralla.. when not raining.. they cover you with shade.. when rain.. they leave you wet and drenched alone.. inside there....

will not forget the torture.. mental torture in fact... suffered alot.. missed my wife so damn much.. shit man.. really suffer..

keep in the cell thinking.. how's my wife sia.. what she doing.. anyone bully her?? she need me to hug? she eat already? she sleep well anot? thenn most of all.. i need her..

the lock up was sick.. 10am-6pm waiting.. wtf?? but got to know three important people. =D first was ah chye.. abang rahim.. and abang roslee.. this three.. POWER lah sial!

in the prison bus to QRP(Queenstown remand prison) somebody took out something that we were craving for like hell.. CIGARETTES!!! anyways.. i didn't know HOW they smuggled in.. they gave me some and i started the fire!! woo hoo.. happy eh? now comes the suffering..

i like stupid fool cry at the reception counter in front of everyone.. they think i gay or something.. then the officer told me.. must be strong.. if they can go through this.. why can't you? i told him.. because... THEY DON'T HAVE SOMEONE THEY LOVE. HAHAHA. then the married people stare at me.. then ah chye(joo chat kuntong) and abang aim(pronounced AH-yim) said.. come on lar boy.. got us right. =D i said.. i not gay lah bro! then i requested to see my wife photo before we surrender our items.. the officer TUA me.. say cannot.. then i cry AGAIN.. then.... he take the photo for me.. and said.. may this give you the strength that you need.. i looked at our photo and returned it to him.. with a smile.. and even more tears..

we soon went to collect the prison stuffs.. toothbrush.. towel.. etc.

then inside the cell i layed down... cried.. and soon.. dinner..

next morning.. WAH! power.. cold bath in the wee hours of the morning.. FREEZE sial!!! then ate breakfast.. yeah.. bread.. and tea.. suckky... i ask got mac delivery? kana fuck upside down by officer.. hahahaha...

three days of the MOST SUFFERING moment in my life... then out of a sudden.. my prison number was called.. then i was bailed out from the subourdinate courts..

breathed a sigh of relief.. and here i am..

i gave up on my brothers..

NO MORE.

i love my wife.. forever and ever..

SO LONG NEVER UPDATE!

2008-05-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

heh heh heh
my obessions.. money and my wife =)
jin and me.. folloing the way =D
sentosa outing. still got ppl never come =(
muackk!! i love you honey! =)

SO LONG hor!

ya.. last sat i finally achieved what i wanted sooo long ago.. i made thw bastard kiss my wife's feet three times..

ask him 1 on 1 with me(which is obviously a lie. =) chao eh gina! ) anyway.. he didn't want so.. after kissing her feet.. out of a sudden *SLAP* to his face then he like gayboy hind behind his friend. loser. but whatever the case.. its time to put it behind me.. and.. life has to go on...

thanks to my brothers who were there. =)

wansui apk for life =)

just another day..

2008-03-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

hellOs all.. so long never update ehs? hahas.. bUSy lahhs.

today go out with mY wife.. haha.. she came early in the morning.. so tired i wanted to rest awhile more.. zzz.. anyways.. yea.. follow her go cut hair.. lalala.. then proceed to woodlands for "dinner"? in the bus so tired.. oh MY GOD we fell asleep with our moUths OPEN.. SUCH AN UGLY SIGHT.. HAHA.. gross! =D imagine ppl take photo.. sia suay! hahaha..

the day before.. went out with brothers.. then got pRob. HELLO.. we all same shirt.. still can defend other ppl? PLS LAH. play shirt for wad like this.. throw away our face sial. hate all those "below block" gangsters. fucking DUMB A$$. pls. grow up before be a gangster la k.. don't understand those ppl.. can even say his logo.. with a mental LAG. i........ tek whye one ah. take more then 3 seconds to even think he which side one.. i think he need a ohone to call his headman he where one to be sure. fucking siasuay. dumB fuck. hello.. wear same shirt alr.. don't need act fierce. you don;t get anything frm showing your "fierceness" to your own ppl. useless dogs.

hahas.. other than this....

I LOVE MY WIFE =D

wan sui..

aw ah aw.. KIds below blocks that are wearing our shirt.. PLEASE. wake up.

life of a gangster? haha!

2008-02-22T08:32:00.000-08:00

WELCOME.

aiya sian ah. nobody see my blog also.. Knn! haha..

THATS ME =D

kia kia kia.. AIRPORT kia!

anyway! sian ah.. today the JIn salaPuay aka lunchOn Meat or so it seems.. called me.. SHOKING siaL! nabei! his side ppl wanted to come over? stress sia! 10 ppl including him? walau.. i wanna don't so high profile also cannot sial.. stress LeH. zzz.. can't decide? oH well.. as we all know CANTONMENT sucks! many ginas equals to many problems? sian ah and i going there on 1 march! SUAY LIKE HELL LOR.

went to meet my HONEY today.. hehe.. so sweet.. 1 yr 4 MoNths already! woo HOO. =D happy happy.. hmmm.. she's a sweet angel? must really understand her more and more =D wanna spend my life with her laH! haa! damn happy..

yeah! 221106! hehe.. saw the HIDDEN message?

i love u HONEY! =D HEART2HEART. =D

another month.. another chapter to our story. =D

2008-02-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

hey all..

firstly sad news.. a great bro of mine go court today..

scared the SHIT out of me when he off his phone.. in the end tell me postponed for three weeks.. HAHA. lucky lah! hope he gets a short sentence.. hope brother inside take good care of him too.. =D

YEAH! after COMPLAING about the pract 5 finally.. PASS! at the third fcuking attempt. CDC eat money. =P anyway.. three more practs to THE FINAL CHALLANGE. TP test. YEAH! then i'll be riding around.. VROOM! yeahh.. happy happy!

BUT. even better.. 22nd is coming.. so.. its.. 1 YEAR and 4 MONTHS with my deariee wifee =D

happy happy.. can someone suggest a place for us to go? hAAs.. =D

anyway.. met her today.. happy happy.. got quarrel lar.. but awhile ok already.. husband and wife sure got quarrel. OBVIOUSLY. but yea.. its ok.. stilll and will always love her..

auntie mindy also complaining about her "love" life.. haha.. yea.. we as ppl must be HONEST AND TRUE. obviously the are MANY scheming BASTARD$ out there.. anyway.. be yourself. say whats inside. people will understand if you look at it in a positive light. hope they two get better. HAHAs. =D

i love my wifee..

=D

loyalty, honour and respect.

aw , ah , aw

3,6,9

Really HAPPY valentine's

2008-02-14T07:04:00.000-08:00

=D

smiling BRIGHTLY as i'm typing down this post.. =D

spent the day with my HONEY at CWP.. yeah.. gave her flowers and haha.. the day before bought her a cute neck massager.. yeah! she was dropping tears.. of joy! hehehe.. =D

yeah.. speaking of the day before.. hmmm.. we went to CWP(causeway point) if u didn't know.. yeah.. walked around.. looking for something to buy for her.. soon walked past a shop showing "Flexi-massager" so i decided to take a look.. haas.. yea.. then told her.. "i should get this for my mom".. yeah.. could see her reaction.. anyway.. we then walked around then asked her to hold it for me.. hehe.. then suddenly told her.. its for you baby. =D then she was.. REALLY? hehe.. she was so happy.. yea! felt really nice to see that beautiful smile.. cos my heart melts too =D

yea.. today.. slightly simpler.. but cool anyways.. went to catch a movie.. AH LONG PTE LiMitED. really COCK sial the show... COCK untill can laugh.. at the start got the.. WHAT THE HELL feeling.. but yea.. soon you'll also laugh like an idiot. haa... she gave me a little apple soft toy.. SO CUTE CAN. =D

hmm.. was kinda PISSED off on TUESDAY. cos i took TWO pract fives on the same day and still FAILED. ASSHOLE. the instructors said i failed in some areas.. PLEASE la KNN. i got so weak. ASSHOLE. cb sia. i NEVER make mistakes in the figure of 8 and they said i took too long. HELLO. i timed myself. 9 SECONDS la FUCK. tell me what 11 sec.. asshole. i did everything right.. but still failed. BIASED. fuckers.

haha.. maybe i too KAN CHEONG(desperate) to pass but yea.. ridiculous(dunno i spell correct anot) HAHA.

well yea... will update when there's more.. =D

to honey: thanks my dear.. u really cheered me up =D i LOVE YOU =D

to bros: WAN SUI!

=D

i'll be back.. hahaha..

HAPPY =D

2008-02-11T06:55:00.000-08:00

YEAH!

happy happy.. i love my HONEY. =D

YESTERDAY...

hmmm.. went to plaza singapura.. went there with laopo..

remake my ring.. very nice.. =D

damn happy.. she was so sweet.. =)

today went plaza singapura collect the ring.. so happy =D

hmm..

DEAR! i love u.. you made me very very happy you know ma..

valentines is coming.. i wanna make u smile as happy as yesterday.. =D

i love u wor! =D

i write till here ba..

WAN SUI. AW ah AW. =D

WHYE?

2008-02-07T06:41:00.000-08:00

heLLooosss..

yesterday just out if the A & E(accident and emergency)

crap.. fcuking SUAY sial. knn.. my laopo bro go stab my fkin ear with her hairband(OUCH).

ya.. bleed for more then ten hrs so went to hospital.. nah. this is not the important part..

seriously.. hello.. ppl go hospital.. my laopo never pei me never mind.. still give ATTITUDE.
crap isn't it.. i'm like injured and still wanna piss me off.. hello.. have some responsiblity ma..
ppl injured at YOUR place of cos you(should) feel guilty isn't it? well.. it is chinese new year anyway.. so i understand she's busy or whatsoever.. but msg also don't have? hello let me ask whoever's reading this.. HOW LONG DOES A MSG TAKE? a few seconds from my judgement?
so seriously? whats an excuse for a msg? is it that hard for ladies to care about their boyfriends?
i don't think so right? WHY? well.. she only treats me nice when she needs me to help her with stuff. i don't know i'm her boyfriend or worker. FCUK up. seriously.. why should i bother? well i guess i'm still loving her.. but is it worth it? seriously? to love someone who doesn't give a damn? i deserve better.

she told me "hubby, i'll change for the better" three months ago.. but seems things have turned for the worse.. i'm really hurt and lost. she thinks its "FUN" to give me attitude. ladies out there.. pls la.. guys tears are not cheap. and the HEART is not cheap either. i'm going nuts.. my ear hurts.. my brain hurts(ear near the brain ma) and my heart hurts.. can someone give me a solution to this shit i'm going through? please.

i'm really lost and don't know what i'm doing.

well..

to all my brothers happy new year.

WANSUI.

aw3ah6aw9.

the HEART is not cheap.

GOOD and BAD day

2008-02-02T05:37:00.000-08:00

hellOs all.. my blog very quiet de laRRh.. nobody comes here anyway..

its ok.. well.. today.. seriously.. was great yet fcuked up..

well.. here goes..

met tristan and da gang .. 1 o'clock at tamp interchange.. then took a train down to habourfront mrt.. met hamster and awie there.. they were at the arcade.. well.. boring eh? very wordy isn't it??

aiyaH! lets go to the crappy part.. went to sentosa on the monorail.. hmm.. then went to soloso beach.. waslau.. their pattern ah... cannot tahan one sia.. see girl like just come out prison.. "waa.. this one nice.. that one nice" damn funny sia.. laugh till you drop.. hmmm.. play soccer first.. then they started to play water polo.. where SHIT happened. KNN.

my ring.. my FCUKING ring dropped.. damnit.. cb.. find for so fucking long then damn tired..
sit for about ten mis then continued seacrching but to no avail. life sucks doesn't it?

FCUKING hell sad like crap.. anyways.. took a shower then went back.. "HATES SENTOSA"

haha.. well.. fate i guess.. my wife told me not to go.. stubborn eh? can lah.. nothing much.. average "gangsta" always thinks things are right till SHIT happens..

yeah.. had fun yet much sadness..

reach home(now staring at this fcukin screen typing this) already.. called her.. kana scold like fcuk.. never mind.. all she knows is what? nabei lost the ring.. but she didn't know.. that the person who lost it feels even worse then her.. hope she wakes up one day and knows who really loves her.. and nobody wanted that to happen. ='(

really hopes she knows i'm really sorry to lose it..

gonna sleep alr.. spent so much time searching for the ring in the muddy water(fcuk sentosa saying their water is very clean. FCUK off.) and my legs and back are all in pain..

time to go to bed soon..

yeah..

the FREAKIN first post of the BLog

2007-12-31T09:47:00.000-08:00

hElloosss..

this is the first post.. and WELCOME to 2008.

first post leh? don't know what to say leh?

think liao then will post ok? =D

before i go

just realised.. love makes you damn happy.

but is also makes you the saddest.